The title of this post comes from (the brilliant comedian) Stephen Colbert. For those who may not be familiar with the quote, it's something he said, back in 2006, at the White House Correspondents' Dinner. In speaking about President George W. Bush, Colbert remarked as follows...
"Now, I know there are some polls out there saying this man has a 32 percent approval rating. But guys like us, we don't pay attention to the polls. We know that polls are just a collection of statistics that reflect what people are thinking in reality. And reality has a well-known liberal bias."
As with much of Colbert's work, the genius of this comment lies in how closely it aligns with the way conservatives actually see "reality". For example, growing up, I was told repeatedly that the media has a "liberal bias". It's something I still hear Christians say routinely today. Heck, maybe the media does have a liberal bias. Certainly it *could* be true, at least in theory, that people drawn to careers in journalism tend to lean to the left end of the political spectrum (or perhaps they move to the left over time). It would be interesting to see some hard research on that issue. At the same time, I do find it suspicious that many of these same people, who claim the media has a liberal bias, are unwilling to admit that Fox News has a conservative bias. In their minds, Fox just tells it like it is.
Having said that, by way of setup, allow me to switch gears a little. I've managed, thus far, to stay completely away from politics on this website. I don't intend to change that now. What I'd like to do instead, in what follows, is apply and discuss this concept in the context of "liberal" vs. "conservative" Christianity. I've been thinking a lot lately about the differences between conservative and liberal versions of faith, and how they compare and contrast to my current atheism. Could it be the case that, when it comes to Christianity, the truth (or "reality") has a liberal bias? To put it a different way, are liberal Christians closer to the truth than conservative ones? This might seem like an odd thing, for an atheist like me to be pondering on, but so be it.
Being that I grew up in a strongly evangelical household, liberal Christians have always been something of an enigma. While I was a Christian, I pretty much just thought they were guilty of not taking the Bible seriously enough. Incidentally, this is still essentially how a lot of conservative Christians view liberal believers. Now that I've done more research, on the Bible itself, I can see that, at least in certain select cases, liberal Christianity is (surprisingly) the result of taking the Bible more seriously. I think Thom Stark does an excellent job, of making this case, in his book "The Human Faces of God: What Scripture Reveals When It Gets God Wrong (and Why Inerrancy Tries to Hide It)". Who would ever want to say, with a straight face, that Stark doesn't take the Bible "seriously"? (Only people who haven't read the book.) In my estimation, Stark understands the salient issues much better, than even many of his fellow scholars do, and his so called "liberal" theological views clearly stem directly from that deep familiarity. By this same logic, one could easily (and, I think, fairly effectively) argue that conservative Christianity is often connected to a poor understanding of the problems inherent to the Biblical texts themselves (among other things).
So, that said, my answer to the aforementioned question, would be "yes". The more I think about it, the more I become convinced that liberal Christians are indeed closer to the truth, about Christianity itself, than are conservative ones. When I read Mark Driscoll I agree with very little of what he has to say. When I read Rob Bell I agree with much more. And when I read Thom Stark I agree with more still. In other words, on a sliding scale of conservative vs. liberal, the extent to which I agree with Christian writers is positively correlated with their level of liberalism.
After I came to this realization, I began to actively seek out lines of evidence that would counter my conclusion. Being as I'm now keenly aware of confirmation bias, I never again want to fall into the all too common trap of believing something to be true primarily because I would prefer it to be true. I want my opinions to line up with empirical facts about the nature of reality, wherever and whenever possible. And in those instances where such evidence cannot or has not been obtained, for whatever reason, I am personally committed to holding those particular opinions with a much larger grain of salt.
While I was still thinking on all of this I ran into a piece, over at Debunking Christianity, that would seem, at least on the face of it, to provide empirical evidence in support of my prior conclusions. The article was about two University professors, that I had never heard of before (Chris Keith and Anthony Le Donne) and the stir they have created recently at Lincoln Christian University. Frankly, I have little interest in the finer details of their story, but the long and the short of it is they have apparently endorsed views that just weren't conservative enough to keep them out of trouble. Now, if you've been paying close attention, you may feel (as I did) that you've heard this all before. Why is it, I wondered, that University professors, and other eminent Bible scholars, keep getting themselves into so much hot water? Didn't something similar happen to Mike Licona? And Peter Enns? And now Christopher Rollston? I realize that all of these incidents involve different Biblical issues, and I don't intend to obscure the numerous and important distinctions between the various cases. But, in taking a step back, to look at the broader picture, I can't help but notice that there is a much larger point to be made here. Namely, there is a trend toward liberalism, among Universities that pursue the best scholars to teach for them. You might say that those Christian Universities, who want to attract the brightest, are playing with fire, if they also desire to remain acceptably conservative theologically speaking (perhaps within certain predetermined boundaries).
But the deeper question is why might such a trend, toward liberalism, exist in the first place? I believe it's because the truth *about Christianity* has a liberal bias. Loftus puts it this way, employing his usual combative style (but making an excellent point)...
"This is the trend folks, toward liberalism. IT DOES NOT WORK IN REVERSE. You never see a liberal college gradually become a conservative one. It only happens by firings or starting new colleges. The gradual trend over time is towards liberalism, which takes place naturally as scholars interact with other scholars. Kick against the goads all you want to. It's the trend. The only way to stay conservative is to cut yourself off from the wider scholarship at large. But then you'll just be talking to yourselves and be ignored by others. Scholars cannot allow themselves to do this and still be recognized as scholars. They must interact with the wider scholarly community. So the choice is to either have scholars and risk upsetting your constituents thereby being forced to fire them, or basically be culturally irrelevant as a University. But what University worthy of the name can stand for that? None should."
It could also be noted that this makes sense of the fact that many formerly Christian Universities have become, over a long period of time, essentially secular institutions. I suspect a move to the left happens quite organically, because that's where the evidence leads. I still remember how surprised I was, as a teenager, when I found out that some of America's top Universities were initially founded as Christian institutions. Think Yale or Harvard. At the time it made me sad, because I thought they were straying from "the truth". Looking back, I wonder why it never occurred to me that the exact opposite might be the case. Maybe they strayed from their Christian roots because of their commitment to the truth. It's funny how time & education can change your perspective on things.
Had I encountered the above information, while still a Christian, I probably would have either: a) denied it, b) brushed it off, or c) blamed it on the devil (and/or man's sinful nature). After all, the Bible says that Satan is the "prince of the power of the air". In other words, he supposedly controls a lot of things (and people) here on planet Earth. Most unbelievers don't mean to help out the devil, they just don't realize that Jesus said "he who is not with me is against me". Poor suckers. They're in Satan's service and they don't even realize it. One of my favorite Bible verses also used to be 1 Corinthians 1:25, which says, "For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom...". This struck me as profound, back then, even though it's really just saying that a god, assuming one exists in the first place, would naturally be smarter than us people are (seems kind of obvious now).
I could go on, but I think you get the idea. If you're a conservative (aka committed evangelical) Christian, I sincerely hope you won't make the same mistakes that I did. I made them for 25 long years. Please consider alternative viewpoints honestly and fully. I might recommend starting with Stark's book.
At this point, you might be wondering why I consider myself an atheist, instead of a liberal Christian. After all, I've said nary a critical word about them here. It's a good question, and one that I'll endeavor to answer in my next post.
Friday, 23 November 2012
Saturday, 10 November 2012
Faith, Doubt, And The Power Of Positive Thinking
A loose acquaintance of mine recently got into a bad traffic accident. You might call him a "friend of a friend of a friend"; we don't really know each other, very well, but we travel in similar circles.
Unfortunately, it appears as if he may now be paralyzed. Obviously, it's a tough situation but, from what I hear, he is maintaining an extremely positive (even cheery) attitude in the hospital. For the record, and lest I be accused of implying otherwise, I think this is downright awesome. There is a great wisdom in learning to accept those things, in life, that we cannot control. It reminds me of a saying that my mother taught me, when I was younger;
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference."
I now realize that this is what's known as the serenity prayer but, as a kid, it just seemed like another one of those deep things my mom said (she said a lot of those). Of course, today, as an atheist, I no longer believe that it's god who grants serenity. The truth is, it comes from within us.
A few days ago, I became privy to an update on this acquaintance of mine. The message, in part, read as follows...
"...(he has) inspired many with his faith and total trust in the Lord as he seeks to honor Him while clawing his way back. The most beautiful part of this is the fact that he knows the Lord has never changed in the midst of this."
As I was reading the update, and the above section in particular, it hit me that Christians routinely confuse the ideas of faith and positivity. In the mind of the Christian, persistent faith and trust in god, even in the face of great tragedy, is equated with internal strength and fortitude.
In similar scenarios, you will often hear believers speak of how so and so has been a real "witness", to the doctors and nurses. In other words, their positive attitude has caused the medical staff to wonder about (or even envy) their Christian faith. This is part and parcel to being "salt and light", to "the world", a great source of pride for the believer.
But, let's suppose, for a moment, that you or I were to become suddenly paralyzed (or we received some other devastating medical diagnosis). We would be faced with two basic cognitive choices, in the aftermath of such terrible news: a) believe that god has a plan and, as such, that we were paralyzed "for a reason", or b) believe that we were paralyzed simply due to a freak accident (no plan, no reason, it just sucks).
Now, which one of these things is easier to believe? I'm not asking which one is better, or which one you personally believe, I'm asking which one is easier to believe. (Go back, and read them again, before answering too quickly.)
It seems clear, when reflected upon in this way, that many would admit it's probably easier (at least for most people) to believe that their paralysis (or what have you) is all part of god's ultimate plan in some mysterious way. If this is the case though, than why is maintaining faith in god viewed as a sign of strength in such situations? Wouldn't losing your faith actually take more strength, according to this same logic? After all, then you would have to fully admit that it's up to you, to make the best out of your really difficult situation. No miraculous healing will come, and there is no grand plan from above.
At this point, one might be inclined to see the latter option as depressing. Is it even realistic, to expect that someone could maintain a positive attitude, while viewing it in this way?
Yes. I'm certainly not claiming it's easy, but many have proven that it can be done.
Allow me to offer up Christopher Reeve, as just one shining example. I greatly admired (the late) Reeve, for displaying to the world a stellar attitude, despite his significant health challenges. I have nothing but the highest respect for those who, like Reeve, steadfastly refuse to feel sorry for themselves. Incidentally, Christopher Hitchens handled himself with a similar grace, during his final days. I think it's pretty clear that strength comes the inside, as I have claimed, and it actually has nothing to do with the supernatural at all. Having said that, I do think that believing in god can make it much easier for someone to come to terms (internally) with such tragedies. I don't fault Christians for this. I understand the appeal, of believing as they do, in particular since I once believed it myself.
All of this does imply, however, that religious belief acts as something of a crutch, or at least that it provides great emotional comfort, since it infuses meaning into things which would (otherwise) seem senseless and random (making them feel even more tragic). It's one of the factors that makes faith so prevalent, and difficult to shake off, especially for those experiencing a lot of hard knocks in life. Staring reality square in the face can be pretty daunting. Incidentally, I've written a little already about how (I believe) faith acts as an emotional coping mechanism, right here, but it's a topic I will likely return to again and again.
For now, let's circle back to the question I started with; why do Christians equate faith with internal strength? I think the answer is found by taking a step back to examine, more broadly, how Christians see the world from the outset. When they trumpet the fact that so and so continued believing, even after something admittedly awful, what they're really saying is that he or she persisted in their faith despite evidence that might seem to suggest the contrary. In other words, they're continuously affirming, to one another, that even though such and such may *seem* random (or meaningless), it's really not what it seems. It's akin to saying, "our in-group believes that god has all things under his control, so we're going to esteem you verbally, for still believing in that, despite what you're going through right now". It is for this same reason they will often admonish one another, with faith affirming platitudes such as "keep the faith!", as if doing so were just inherently a good thing. This assumption, that religious faith is always good and right, by its very nature, is simply never challenged inside the Christian bubble.
My goal, in this post, has been to untangle the concepts of faith and positivity. As it happens, I think the same sort of confusion exists, on the flip side, regarding the concepts of skepticism and negativity (or cynicism). I consider myself to be a skeptic, and proud of it, but I am not a "negative person", nor am I cynical in any way (admittedly, I can be sarcastic sometimes :)). Doubt is not a bad thing, it's a sign of intellectual maturity, so a skeptic should never be accused of bringing negativity into a discussion (simply because they have introduced doubt into the given equation).
Unfortunately, it appears as if he may now be paralyzed. Obviously, it's a tough situation but, from what I hear, he is maintaining an extremely positive (even cheery) attitude in the hospital. For the record, and lest I be accused of implying otherwise, I think this is downright awesome. There is a great wisdom in learning to accept those things, in life, that we cannot control. It reminds me of a saying that my mother taught me, when I was younger;
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference."
I now realize that this is what's known as the serenity prayer but, as a kid, it just seemed like another one of those deep things my mom said (she said a lot of those). Of course, today, as an atheist, I no longer believe that it's god who grants serenity. The truth is, it comes from within us.
A few days ago, I became privy to an update on this acquaintance of mine. The message, in part, read as follows...
"...(he has) inspired many with his faith and total trust in the Lord as he seeks to honor Him while clawing his way back. The most beautiful part of this is the fact that he knows the Lord has never changed in the midst of this."
As I was reading the update, and the above section in particular, it hit me that Christians routinely confuse the ideas of faith and positivity. In the mind of the Christian, persistent faith and trust in god, even in the face of great tragedy, is equated with internal strength and fortitude.
In similar scenarios, you will often hear believers speak of how so and so has been a real "witness", to the doctors and nurses. In other words, their positive attitude has caused the medical staff to wonder about (or even envy) their Christian faith. This is part and parcel to being "salt and light", to "the world", a great source of pride for the believer.
But, let's suppose, for a moment, that you or I were to become suddenly paralyzed (or we received some other devastating medical diagnosis). We would be faced with two basic cognitive choices, in the aftermath of such terrible news: a) believe that god has a plan and, as such, that we were paralyzed "for a reason", or b) believe that we were paralyzed simply due to a freak accident (no plan, no reason, it just sucks).
Now, which one of these things is easier to believe? I'm not asking which one is better, or which one you personally believe, I'm asking which one is easier to believe. (Go back, and read them again, before answering too quickly.)
It seems clear, when reflected upon in this way, that many would admit it's probably easier (at least for most people) to believe that their paralysis (or what have you) is all part of god's ultimate plan in some mysterious way. If this is the case though, than why is maintaining faith in god viewed as a sign of strength in such situations? Wouldn't losing your faith actually take more strength, according to this same logic? After all, then you would have to fully admit that it's up to you, to make the best out of your really difficult situation. No miraculous healing will come, and there is no grand plan from above.
At this point, one might be inclined to see the latter option as depressing. Is it even realistic, to expect that someone could maintain a positive attitude, while viewing it in this way?
Yes. I'm certainly not claiming it's easy, but many have proven that it can be done.
Allow me to offer up Christopher Reeve, as just one shining example. I greatly admired (the late) Reeve, for displaying to the world a stellar attitude, despite his significant health challenges. I have nothing but the highest respect for those who, like Reeve, steadfastly refuse to feel sorry for themselves. Incidentally, Christopher Hitchens handled himself with a similar grace, during his final days. I think it's pretty clear that strength comes the inside, as I have claimed, and it actually has nothing to do with the supernatural at all. Having said that, I do think that believing in god can make it much easier for someone to come to terms (internally) with such tragedies. I don't fault Christians for this. I understand the appeal, of believing as they do, in particular since I once believed it myself.
All of this does imply, however, that religious belief acts as something of a crutch, or at least that it provides great emotional comfort, since it infuses meaning into things which would (otherwise) seem senseless and random (making them feel even more tragic). It's one of the factors that makes faith so prevalent, and difficult to shake off, especially for those experiencing a lot of hard knocks in life. Staring reality square in the face can be pretty daunting. Incidentally, I've written a little already about how (I believe) faith acts as an emotional coping mechanism, right here, but it's a topic I will likely return to again and again.
For now, let's circle back to the question I started with; why do Christians equate faith with internal strength? I think the answer is found by taking a step back to examine, more broadly, how Christians see the world from the outset. When they trumpet the fact that so and so continued believing, even after something admittedly awful, what they're really saying is that he or she persisted in their faith despite evidence that might seem to suggest the contrary. In other words, they're continuously affirming, to one another, that even though such and such may *seem* random (or meaningless), it's really not what it seems. It's akin to saying, "our in-group believes that god has all things under his control, so we're going to esteem you verbally, for still believing in that, despite what you're going through right now". It is for this same reason they will often admonish one another, with faith affirming platitudes such as "keep the faith!", as if doing so were just inherently a good thing. This assumption, that religious faith is always good and right, by its very nature, is simply never challenged inside the Christian bubble.
My goal, in this post, has been to untangle the concepts of faith and positivity. As it happens, I think the same sort of confusion exists, on the flip side, regarding the concepts of skepticism and negativity (or cynicism). I consider myself to be a skeptic, and proud of it, but I am not a "negative person", nor am I cynical in any way (admittedly, I can be sarcastic sometimes :)). Doubt is not a bad thing, it's a sign of intellectual maturity, so a skeptic should never be accused of bringing negativity into a discussion (simply because they have introduced doubt into the given equation).
Friday, 19 October 2012
Sunday, 14 October 2012
Repent And Believe
Recently, I attended an evangelistic outreach type meeting. Y'know, the kind where they hold an invitation, at the end of the service, and ask people to come forward to "accept Jesus as their lord and personal savior". It's the first such event I have attended, since becoming an atheist nearly 3 years ago now.
As you might well imagine, such experiences strike me a lot differently than they used to. For example, I couldn't help but notice how strongly the evening, as a whole, played to people's emotions. Was church always like this, I wondered? Perhaps it was, and I have just forgotten all too quickly. Somehow that world feels so foreign to me already. Quite frankly, a few of the personal stories, shared that night, were downright gut wrenching. Anybody with half a heart would have been profoundly moved, by certain aspects, and I was. It served to remind me, rather poignantly, of something I already knew (but sometimes forget); namely, that a lot of people come initially to belief in Jesus because of how it makes them feel. I've written about this dynamic before, right here, but it was a good reminder nonetheless.
It was the invitation itself though, that really grabbed my attention. There was nothing unusual about it, per se, in fact you might even say it was pretty ordinary (as far as invitations to accept Christ go). The preacher focused heavily on the guilt that we all should feel, for having done bad things in our lives, and then moved straight into the "Jesus can forgive you" clincher. The line that I remember most, went roughly something like this, "by coming forward tonight you are saying to God 'I repent of my sins, and I believe that Jesus was your son'". As the preacher continued on with his plea, it occurred to me that this simple line of his encapsulates one of my single biggest objections to the Christian faith.
Let's look at the line again, and see if you can guess what I will take issue with. (Keep in mind these probably weren't his exact words, but it matters not to my general point.) Here it is again, "by coming forward tonight you are saying to God, 'I repent of my sins, AND I BELIEVE THAT JESUS WAS YOUR SON'". Let me state my objection plainly...
The preacher was pitching repentance but, in so doing, he was smuggling intellectual assent through the back door.
Now, you might be tempted to ask, so what? What exactly is the difference anyway, between repentance and "intellectual assent"? I might have asked the same question, only a few short years ago. Let's think about it for a moment. When Christians speak of the need for "repentance", what they basically mean is that the given person needs to feel badly for falling short of God's perfection. So, to "repent" is to turn around, admit your wrongdoing, and head in the other direction. That's essentially it. But what on earth does this have to do with the purely historical proposition that Jesus was God's son? I'll tell you what...nothing whatsoever.
On the rare occasion I bring this objection up to Christians, they tend to say something along the lines of "well, it's impossible to repent to someone that you don't believe in". True enough. But this is precisely my point. Intellectual assent (belief) is a non-negotiable, according to basic Christian theology. It may not be the only thing needed for salvation since, after all, "even the demons believe" (that there is one god), but it's certainly one of the required elements.
Allow me to further illustrate my point...let's suppose that someone is generally o.k. with the idea that we're all imperfect, but they have serious doubts about whether or not Jesus was God, rose from the dead, or performed miracles etc. Can such a person make it to heaven, without changing their mind on the factual claims? I have yet to meet a single Christian who answers "yes" to this question (in fact, most give it a resounding "no"). In other words, a lack of intellectual assent (aka belief) precludes you from being a Christian. Right? But the preacher said nary a word, during the course of the sermon, about why we should believe the proposition that Jesus was God's son. Not one word. After all, Jesus could well have been something else, like just a man, yes? So, what gives him (the preacher) the right to insist that people intellectually assent to something they haven't properly investigated; especially something so incredibly important, and controversial? Isn't this bordering on the irresponsible? Was he meaning to implicitly suggest that unbelievers go home, read up on the relevant research, and then come to an informed conclusion, on their own, when they feel ready to do so? Quite the contrary! In fact, he implored the audience members to make an immediate decision, to "accept or reject" Jesus, before it was too late for their very souls. What's worst of all, to me, is that he did it under the pretext that they were merely admitting to having done some bad things in life. (Who hasn't?)
To be perfectly clear, I don't mean to imply there was deceitful intent, in the way the gospel was presented that evening. On the contrary, I think the preacher's message was actually quite representative of how the Christian message is very typically packaged. I've heard hundreds of salvation sermons throughout the years and, as best as I can recall, only a tiny handful of them have so much as *mentioned* issues relevant to the historical claims of Christianity. Even in those rare instances, often the "facts" are given a shallow, Lee Strobel-ish sort of treatment. It may sound impressive enough, to the totally uninitiated, but (unsurprisingly) the counter arguments are rarely broached in any serious way, if broached at all. (I led many people to Christ myself, while I was a believer, and usually via "The Romans Road".)
To be perfectly clear, I don't mean to imply there was deceitful intent, in the way the gospel was presented that evening. On the contrary, I think the preacher's message was actually quite representative of how the Christian message is very typically packaged. I've heard hundreds of salvation sermons throughout the years and, as best as I can recall, only a tiny handful of them have so much as *mentioned* issues relevant to the historical claims of Christianity. Even in those rare instances, often the "facts" are given a shallow, Lee Strobel-ish sort of treatment. It may sound impressive enough, to the totally uninitiated, but (unsurprisingly) the counter arguments are rarely broached in any serious way, if broached at all. (I led many people to Christ myself, while I was a believer, and usually via "The Romans Road".)
I couldn't help but wonder, as people stepped out to get "saved", how many of them were versant in the historical research pertaining to Jesus. Had they sufficiently considered, for example, the evidence pointing to him as a failed apocalyptic prophet? (For a taste, see here, here, and here.) I strongly doubt it. In fact, I doubt that most of them would even have known what an apocalyptic prophet was. Regardless, they were tacitly assenting to the belief that Jesus was God's son by going forward. Given that the sermon focused almost exclusively on repentance, the brute reality is these sorts of intellectual questions were, rather ironically, likely the furthest thing from their minds in that moment.
In Christianity, the belief often just comes as part of the package deal.
In Christianity, the belief often just comes as part of the package deal.
Monday, 8 October 2012
Hearing From God
September tends to be one of my busiest months of the year, if not my busiest, which is why it's been so long since my last post. I will (hopefully) be able to put a little more effort in here, moving forward.
This time around I'd like to offer a few of my current thoughts on how Christians hear from god. You see, I have a Christian friend who recently experienced a major professional disappointment. I don't want to get into the details but, suffice it to say, a project they were working on did not turn out the way they had hoped and expected it would. I did my best to be encouraging, even complimentary, since I felt they had done an excellent job on the project (regardless of the outcome).
But here was the really interesting part...in subsequent conversations my friend indicated that, despite the initial disappointment, she was ultimately o.k. with the failure of the project itself. What was confusing her now was one question, and one question only, namely "where is god in all of this?" (Her words.) I had to admire her candor, and willingness to be vulnerable. After positing this question, my friend shared with me about how she felt god had spoken very clearly to her, during a Christian event, telling her to move forward with this particular project. Prior to that point, she said, her focus had simply been elsewhere. In other words, she would not have pursued the project, to begin with, had she not felt that god was literally telling her to do so.
So, what happened? In my observation, there are three ways (possibly more) that Christians internally process these sorts of scenarios. Let's look at each of them, in turn, and then I'll offer a few thoughts of my own...
I Didn't Hear From God Correctly
I suppose one possibility is that my friend simply didn't hear from God correctly. Perhaps the physical sensations, that she says she felt, were nothing more than a chill in the air because the room temperature was too cold that night. Or maybe the devil was trying to deceive her, by pretending to be god. I hear Satan does that sort of thing sometimes.
God Wanted To Teach Me Something
Another extremely common response, in the wake of such disappointments, is to claim that god's ultimate goal was to teach the believer something. It is true, after all, that we often learn and grow as a result of our failures. Would any reasonable person want to deny this? On top of that, according to the Christian worldview, god's ultimate goal is to mold us into his character. Given this, the "success", of this or that earthly initiative, is not really his main concern at the end of the day (even though it might sometimes be ours).
God Wanted To Test My Obedience
Even in those cases where the believer might feel as if they didn't consciously learn anything, from the experience, they still have an out. It remains possible, even after every other potential avenue has been exhausted, that god simply wanted to test the given believer's willingness to obey. Would my friend follow through, on what god had clearly asked her to do, or wouldn't she? The choice was hers to make (and god was watching). Perhaps this whole situation was primarily intended as a test of her faith.
So why do I, as an atheist, and former Christian, now reject each of these interpretations? Let's go through them again...
I Didn't Hear From God Correctly
The problem with this one, as I see it, lies in the fact that there are no unambiguous "hearing from god" criteria, in Christian circles. I mean, how is one to know whether or not they are hearing from god "correctly"? Isn't it something of a crap shoot? (Excuse the term.) Believers will typically encourage one another to match these sorts of personal revelations to the Bible (to be sure they are, at the very least, not anti-Biblical) but, other than that, how is one to know? Can a Christian ever be entirely confident that they have indeed heard from god? If so, how?
God Wanted To Teach Me Something
This is especially tricky because, as I already pointed out, we do often learn things through failure. There's no doubt about that. In my friend's case though, the project in question was actually quite similar to one they had undertaken previously. As such, even after it was over, my friend didn't feel as if they had learned anything new, per se. They pursued it anyway because, in their perception, god told them to pursue it, period.
God Wanted To Test My Obedience
Christians have this bizarre way of taking things that "should" cause them to doubt, and flipping them around into faith building exercises. For example, if God feels silent, in your daily quiet time, it's not because he isn't there. It's because he wants to see if you will still remain faithful, even in the midst of the silence. Or, when a loved one dies of cancer, god is quietly asking, "will you trust me now?"
When caught up in this mode of thinking, as I once was, there is literally *nothing* that counts as a strike against your faith. You've re-structured all of life's events, both good and bad, into a giant faith affirming, totally unfalsifiable paradigm. It's not unlike the way Christians view god's potential answers to prayer; namely, yes, no, or wait. But given that those are the only three options, even in theory, how would a believer ever come to the conclusion that prayer doesn't work? Perhaps it explains, in part, why so few of them do come to that conclusion.
I'd like to close by telling you what I suspect really happened, in my friend's case. I'm not claiming to know for absolute certain, of course, but if you'll humor me I'd like to give it a whirl...
I think my friend probably felt torn, about whether or not to pursue this new project, but was leaning in the "no" direction initially. The clock was ticking, on the potential for implementation of the project, so on one level they knew that a decision would need to be made on it fairly soon. Something was said, during the course of the evening, that my friend took to be a word straight from god to them. Every Christian knows what I'm talking about here. It's like you are the only one in the room and, somehow or another, god has given the speaker just the right words to say. Those words were meant for you, of that there is no doubt in your mind. God not only wanted you to attend the given event, he even orchestrated in advance the words that would be spoken (knowing, of course, that you would be there). This is pretty rad stuff.
Circling back to my friend, these words caused an emotional reaction in her, at a deep level, leading to physical shivers and the whole deal. I believe most of this happens beneath the level of conscious awareness. Due to her worldview, she naturally interpreted her reaction as a primarily spiritual (rather than primarily emotional) experience...in effect, it was god telling her to pursue the project.
I should also point out that, from my purview now, this sort of thing is another clear example of patternicity + agenticity. The speaker in question likely said something reasonably vague, that could be applied to any number of situations. (Think fortune cookies, horoscopes, or even the prophecies of Nostradamus.) Depending on their emotional state, many in the audience (perhaps not all) will hear these words and apply it (internally) to their own situation(s). This first part is called patternicity. In other words, they have established a connection between what was said, however general, and a very specific and personal situation. The second step, of course, is to attribute this new mental connection to an agent; namely, in this case, the Christian god that the audience members already believe in. So, the full pattern goes like this: a) vague, but inspiring, statement made, b) vague statement internally applied to personal situation(s) = c) god must be speaking to me, through one of my fellow human beings, about my personal situation. In short, it's a false pattern applied to an intentional agent.
I don't realistically expect Christians to immediately abandon their worldview, if/when they get confused about whether or not god has spoken to them in a particular scenario. My goals here are a little more modest. What I would like, and don't see as unreasonable, is for them to at least consider the fact that natural explanations *might* be more plausible. Maybe god's voice is confusing because he doesn't speak at all. And maybe he doesn't speak because he isn't real. Maybe your perceived "relationship with god" is a product of factors internal to your brain, and nothing beyond that. Maybe, just maybe, it has always been this way.
I realize it's still a very tall order. (Believe me, I've been there.)
I realize it's still a very tall order. (Believe me, I've been there.)
These are the things I wanted desperately to say to my friend, but couldn't, since she believes that I am still a Christian. Instead, I just did my best to be supportive, and I shied away from offering the sorts of pat answers I suspected she was getting from some of her other friends.
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